This is 2009, and Slim's back again

My last ventures in night clubs have been great.
Make out after make out, hugs, kisses, chicks opening me, omgwtflol ... nothing new though.. right?

i will say one thing that did change: I can really feel that nature's "maturing process" is having an effect on me, you know.. how your personality changes as you get older, the way you act, do things.

I wish i could tell you all you have to do is wait till you mature and things will turn out great for you in terms of women, but that's not it. I have a natural ambition to have physical contact with women (grind) and make out with her, i can't help it, and it's both helping and damaging my game.

For one, when i start making out, i think what happens is that i trigger a belief mechanism in my mind that the game has been won, and i don't really need to do anything more but make out.

That's wrong, because my ultimate goal should be to make out with her other set of lips.

And even that's just the animalistic, instinctive goal. The true goal i wish to reach in order to have a sense of self fulfillment is to actually be able to have her naturally connect with me, as well as to have a natural connection with her.

I like to write all this down because i can see these goals and what i have to do to get there, the biggest problem is internalizing this knowledge, and turning it into beliefs, like i've done it for make outs... it used to be i wouldn't know what to do with an attractive girl in a nightclub.

I must reiterate the basic principles that i might sometimes forget when trying to attract girls, and trying to seduce them: do not seem needy, BUT you must have a mission, i mean by that that you need to do something at all times, and it can't just be trying to get the girl! don't confuse having fun, and getting the girl, you want to have fun, her lips/body will probably help, just go for having fun however you can (dance, cheer, be happy dont worry) and if she feels you're in the mood she will want to share fun with you, and from there you can get physical with her and both have fun sexually, or even just a makeout.

Ok so that's it for today, see you soon, hopefully before next year lol.