Euphoria

Every time i imagine myself having a conversation with someone, its really a long monologue, kind of like these blog posts, and this monologue is uninterrupted, and increasingly interesting. I guess i could do the same, and i have, in my real life conversations.. that would put make it seem like i'm leading the conversation, but i surely would loose the interest of the person eventually.

Nonetheless sometimes when i talk too much i open up too much, and this probably makes me look weak at points. Is there a problem with seeming weak? No, it's a common property in all human beings. There is however a problem in seeming weak in your initial conversation with a person. So i should focus on asking more questions.

I've resolved to perhaps hang out in social places a bit more in the immediate future so that i may practice my talking, and conversational skills instead of lurking around grabbing easy preys on the dance floor thanks to my height, and perhaps nice fashion.

I should also right down a list of what really describes me, and these characteristics i always imagine myself talking about that way i can sum them up quickly in a necessary intro.

Also i should have a list of quick values to communicate immediately when i'm talking to a chick i've just met.

I notice that these lists are things we've all done in elementary school, highschool and whenever in our education, in the language and communicative courses at least, so that we would know ourselves, however i, and probably many of you are amongst those who did this with some detachment. It is however important work so i should do it now.