I lived my summer expensively, dispensing money sin after sin, I allowed myself to get anything i so desired and kept pushing the limits of my *taboos* everytime. And i ignored the value of money.
But now i've reached the top, i paid for things i never could morally conceive, and i paid way to much. I've lived what i had to live and now is time for me to start thinking morally and logically again.
With that said, i've set my goals for now.
As for what concerns women, and probably most aspects of ones lives, i can't have shame expressing my desires! If i do so, not only will i not reach my goal for meeting women for example, but i will do it in secrecy in every which way i can and that is bad. You might as well be an over sexual pervert and that is the image you project, then keep to your self and in your spare time keep in the shadows to go to stripclubs and places that sell sex to the ashamed just to pay for services you can get for free.
I'm going to break this trough in my performance, and now i'm going to stop this bullshit, and get clear with myself... Be aggressive in my desires, and display it. I'm going back to the begining of this year.
I've had the experiences i had this summer... and now it's time to put these away and start fresh.
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