Breaking out of my shell

I haven't posted much here for a couple of weeks because i've been busy either going out, posting elsewhere, with school, or many other reasons.

I love this blog because it's a way for me to speak to you from the inside of my shell. Or at least it used to be. Now it's looking much more like a log of Field Reports from nights out picking up women, and it's becoming less fun for me, it really feels like i'm just exchanging one shell for a new one i'm constructing at the same place.

Recently i was given an inner game assignement by a PUG (i wont name here), the assignement consisted of writing lists of personal information (emotions, how i feel them, etc.) and personal stories, basically all self-rediscovery.

Using this assignement, the structure of it, and the introspection i've done over the years, I am now able to formulate a new assignement for myself that looks like the original, but is better targeted for me to not bring me out of this *emotional* shell only, but to bring me back to the desired state i so truly feel natural in and live by inside my shell.

This assignements consists of:

Listing my personal goals,
how will i profit from each.
how much i should comit to it.
how i can motivate myself to achieve it.


I would list 10 goals to start with, decompose each into several elements, and keep track of their progression.

It's an important part of pick up to be balanced, it's an important part of life, congruence is transcending.